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HAFIY, FAHRY & DANNY

Short of Breath

actually i'd face this problem long ago. since i was a school kid, i had problem with my breath. shortness of breath. sometimes, especially when the climate was cold, i might suffer SOB. i can't breath properly and like tercungap2 to bernafas. however when i told mum, she said nothing wrong with me. when i grow up, i always refer this problem to doctors and they told me my system is normal. most of them told me that it was happen because of stress. yeah maybe...

now, as you're getting bigger, SOB is getting more significant. these 2-3 nites i couldn't sleep well. can't breath. somewhere at 1 or 2a.m. i'd awake and only able to sleep again after 2-3 hours of tossing and turning. and imagine how could i wake up for the morning routine...

this makes me a bit suffer since i forgot to bring hot oil to rub my back when this happen. just imagine i am alone while both of you are sleeping, struggling to change my position in order to allow my diaphragm to expand. sometimes i have to get up from bed and have a 2 steps walk so that i can fill my lung with oxygen. at the middle of the nite like that, i don't have heart to wake abi up to give me backrub. then i have to backrub myself. huhu.

think i have to look for hot oil to ease this thing. and sleep in semi-sitting position even if i am not even in the 3rd trimester yet. huhu. oh and, free myself from stress. am i in stress now? hell, yeah. i am spending my time thinking about my younger brother who is interested to further study in automotive at an IPTS despite his not-good SPM result. my concern was, if he fail to excel in his studies, my parents have to take it all. as an ex-engineering student, i know how tough engineering is. with the result, i can smell that he may end up early graduation or have to wait for another years to grad. the main thing is money, when u go to IPTS college, it's just like you borrow a bundle of money for business. if you do good, your result is power, you'll have no problem to pay the loan back. if your result is UNDER PROBATION, you still have to pay, and who's gonna hire an UNDER PROB student? phew~ this is the challenge of being a first born, and this what you may face when you grow up.

i'd expect this may disappear as i go into labor cos you'll drop into my pelvis during that time. and hopefully nothing would stress me.